A smiling person, yet so devastated inside. I'm never this helpless before, I'm becoming more of that sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you go.

And the sad thing is, you'll never know how it really hurts.

Just remember that, the NICE things you do DOESN'T cover all THE SHITS you did/are doing behind my back!

"Once broken, considered sold!"

Can't say the same for hearts.

I ask for the world from you, because my world was forcefully taken and destroyed.

If you can't give me the world, you can't give me anything.

Why the hell can't you just understand me from where I stand?

Why the hell must I force myself to bend and break at your will?

Oh, I'm sorry. I FORGOT I only exist to you when you need something.

I can't help but think that people should avoid me at all cost, but I guess it's what makes them keep coming back, the way I act indifferent. As though they can change me, like I'm an indirect challenge.

All I want is right here, but I don't live here anymore.

Home sweet hell.

Working my ass off like there's no tomorrow and staying late nights so I don't get visited by you in my nightmares... those are my only escapes.

The more I tire myself out, the less I think of you.

I'm trying to figure out if I'm that much of a jinx, for people to keep leaving me behind for some or no reasons...

It's not something that I can take lightly, especially if I have known you for some time.