It feels so sad, but I just cannot express it. I don't know how, for all the times I cried it never make me feel any better..

Dying. I apologise for my demeanor; I really do. It's hurting me even more to be hurting feelings when you're not at fault.

I feel like killing myself tOo. I've hurt your feelings even more than you let on...

You can't damage my feelings when bits of my heart are already lying on the floor, being stepped on, unnoticed by you...

Everytime I see myself, there's always something wrong with me...

So many things I'm wishing I could do something about yet all I just want is somebody to hold me and say it's alright; my heart is really breaking. I do not know just how much more I can hold on to before letting go.

I could cry. I really could right now. Fortunately or not, I'm anesthetised by emotions I'm dying to feel.

Life is so much easier when I keep my running mouth shut.

I had so much to look forward to in life, but it all became meaningless. I'm not blaming you. I just... wonder... why we both have to suffer, for happiness, for love, for us...? I really wonder.

I aint sorry, you deserved it.
You caused me pain, so I did the same...