Spend a lifetime, trying to.....Trying to understand.

It's not a "need" to be antisOcial...

It's never a "want" to be one either...

Becoz I just am; antisOcial.

Trying to catch my heart
Is like trying to catch a star

So many people love me baby
Maybe that's just what you think I am

A star

I lost my temper, I wish I didn't. I just wish I wasn't here, wasn't breathing, wasn't alive, buried six feet under, dead, unmoved, not listening, in hell, burning...

Yeah, I just wish.

I just need this pain to end right here.

I feel like I'm living the life of an adult, going through the problems of an adolescent, while being stuck with the mentality of a child.

I just don't belong anymore. And when I look at you, I won't feel the slash across my heart for the times you were not here...

It feels so sad, but I just cannot express it. I don't know how, for all the times I cried it never make me feel any better..

Dying. I apologise for my demeanor; I really do. It's hurting me even more to be hurting feelings when you're not at fault.

I feel like killing myself tOo. I've hurt your feelings even more than you let on...