It's really frustrating for me; to do something right BUT it's against my heart and my belief. It's annoyingly frustrating and painful.

I don't expect anything in return, because somehow... I know however hard I bend over backwards and wished for it, I'll just never get it.

I would never ever say how much I really needed you to stay with me. I would never ever say how much it really hurts to stop myself, and just let you walk away. Truly, I've never been able to deal with people leaving me for whatever reason.

I'm trying to figure out if I'm that much of a jinx, for people to keep leaving me behind for some or no reasons...

It's not something that I can take lightly, especially if I have known you for some time.

Working my ass off like there's no tomorrow and staying late nights so I don't get visited by you in my nightmares... those are my only escapes.

The more I tire myself out, the less I think of you.

All I want is right here, but I don't live here anymore.

Home sweet hell.

I can't help but think that people should avoid me at all cost, but I guess it's what makes them keep coming back, the way I act indifferent. As though they can change me, like I'm an indirect challenge.

Oh, I'm sorry. I FORGOT I only exist to you when you need something.

Why the hell can't you just understand me from where I stand?

Why the hell must I force myself to bend and break at your will?

I ask for the world from you, because my world was forcefully taken and destroyed.

If you can't give me the world, you can't give me anything.