21 now ... do i have to be an adult?
What's expected of me now...
It won't be long til you're back in my arms,
Safety blanket wrapped around me again...
I close my eyes,
wonder what things are coming to...
Lost in confusion,
Memories faded don't know what's going on...
Wonder what any of it even means,
For nothing ever is what it seems...
Somethings are better left unsaid it's true,
Especially when it comes to me and you...
Once just friends,
How simple life was then...
Heart all alone aching,
Slowing inside she's breaking...
Holding a photo close to her heart,
wishing he was there...
By day you don't see my tears,
Just put on a smile do my job in life...
Childhood memories if only things were still like...
everything was so innocent...
Spirit that kept her going,
Fades darkness takes it over...