Another week another disaster,
walking like i'm up in the air...
Told me you'd leave her,
If i would give us a go...
Everything i thought a mother daughter...
Broken and shattered... agony more than i can...
This last year brought so many things,
Many new relationships a world of experiences...
Sitting in my room all alone.... what the hell am...
Bits of me remain broken and battered,
At times still anxious and sad...
Promises now broken of everything we had,
hurt me so much things can never go back...
Her minds screaming out for help,
She blocks everyone out turns them down...
Darkness falls the nightmares become more vivid,
Gets later and i find myself more awake...
Crying out no one hears me,
Shaking uncontrollably no one sees me...
Don't you tell me how to live my life,
For you don't know the least of it...
The ocean, sky and sun,
Parts of this natural beauty that is Earth...