My pillows are like sponges
night after night they soak up the tears...

Can you get any worse?
life really states that about me...

The army came knocking
I go to war with out saying good bye...

I see death all around me
but when i want to die...

Love is life
to deny love is...

I see him
i try to stop him...

I see the one that is my love
I chose to fight for her...

Why do you do such things?
You speak of a place so near...

Its new year's eve,
should be one of the best...

I want to die but don't have the energy,
( be care full what you wish for...

I am so tired
i could sleep for days...

For the first time.
I'm happy...