I am the worrier that has fallen
fallen so far...
Why must the ones i love get hurt?
why most love hurt me...
I am the devil i hurt everyone and no one
i want to get away from here...
Its a jungle out there,
the kids screaming and brawling...
If i died today,
what would you say and do...
Time,
it passes so slowly...
For the first time.
I'm happy...
I am so tired
i could sleep for days...
I want to die but don't have the energy,
( be care full what you wish for...
At night i daydream,
of ways to do it...
After several endless, garish, drifting days
i still feel nothing. nothingness a lonely...
I move like the shadows of night
i kill like the sea's of might...