If my pain brings smile on your face, then i pray that I suffer infinitely, when i said i,ll do anything to see you smile, I MEANT IT.....

I sing loudly as im in great pain, they all think i sing coz im happy, but it's my pain that they think of as a melody, im turning my screams of pain into a stream of songs and singing with pain.

You assured me, you will be there to give me a shoulder to cry on,
so when i was hurt, i cried, and leant on your shoulder but you just shook, and i fell on the ground,i lifted my hand but you kicked and walked away, whilst i drowned in my own tears.

I'm burning up from the inside slowly, but for surely,
I'm still waiting on you, when I know I shoud'nt,
Why is it so hard to let go?
Why is it so hard to move on?

Youn hi tunhai main hum dil ko saza dete hain, naam likhte hain tera kagaz per...........
phir likh ker mita detey hain,

And sometimes it becomes impossible to smile,
as it hurts so much inside,
Sometimes i try to hide my tears,
And sometimes i laugh to hide my screams of pain.
as it hurts so much inside.

THINGS TO DO TODAY:

1) Get up.

2) Survive.

3) Go back to bed.

I sit alone and pretend that you miss me,
It feels good for a bit,
But then the reality kicks in,
You woudnt care if i dropped dead today,
I curl up and drown in my tears.

One more day passes by,
without hearing from you,
Not even a message, nothing,
as another day passes by,
my pain increases,
my heart sinks deeper,
Coz I miss you so much,
How come you don't miss me?
Why don't you miss me?

I know that we are not meant to be,
But it's just my stupid heart,
It refuses to beleive,
It refuses to believe that you and I are never meant to be...