One more day passes by,
without hearing from you,
Not even a message, nothing,
as another day passes by,
my pain increases,
my heart sinks deeper,
Coz I miss you so much,
How come you don't miss me?
Why don't you miss me?

I sit alone and pretend that you miss me,
It feels good for a bit,
But then the reality kicks in,
You woudnt care if i dropped dead today,
I curl up and drown in my tears.

THINGS TO DO TODAY:

1) Get up.

2) Survive.

3) Go back to bed.

And sometimes it becomes impossible to smile,
as it hurts so much inside,
Sometimes i try to hide my tears,
And sometimes i laugh to hide my screams of pain.
as it hurts so much inside.

Youn hi tunhai main hum dil ko saza dete hain, naam likhte hain tera kagaz per...........
phir likh ker mita detey hain,

I'm burning up from the inside slowly, but for surely,
I'm still waiting on you, when I know I shoud'nt,
Why is it so hard to let go?
Why is it so hard to move on?

You assured me, you will be there to give me a shoulder to cry on,
so when i was hurt, i cried, and leant on your shoulder but you just shook, and i fell on the ground,i lifted my hand but you kicked and walked away, whilst i drowned in my own tears.

I sing loudly as im in great pain, they all think i sing coz im happy, but it's my pain that they think of as a melody, im turning my screams of pain into a stream of songs and singing with pain.

If my pain brings smile on your face, then i pray that I suffer infinitely, when i said i,ll do anything to see you smile, I MEANT IT.....

Thanks for pushing me deeper into a well of lies and darkness, you only lifted me inches up, but pushed me miles down, you've done more harm than good, im a fool to have trusted you.........................