Crowded halls, people pushing,
Binder falling to the ground...
Lie to your heart as you walk away,
Tell yourself it will all be ok...
Dwells deep within,
Fighting and struggling to win...
I hurt. i cry, my heart aches with pain.
My mind is whirling, im going insane...
Speeding quickly past.
Zooming, zipping fast...
Like a withered rose, I lay dying
In the cold of night...
Tall, Dark , figure standing there,
Whispering nightmares into my ear...
Figures arrive attired in black
waiting, wondering why it happened so fast...
A childhood lost to traitorous nightmares
pain, hate, and agony alike...
Making due with what i have.
Yearning for the love of a family...
My one drug of choice.
My escape from this cruel world...
Bubbles within me,
exploding for all to see...