Lie to your heart as you walk away,
Tell yourself it will all be ok...

A childhood lost to traitorous nightmares
pain, hate, and agony alike...

Tears stream down my face.
The thoughts i can not erase...

Figures arrive attired in black
waiting, wondering why it happened so fast...

Sitting in my window
waiting for Peter pan...

Bubbles within me,
exploding for all to see...

Neon colors dripping slowly,
gathering neatly into a puddle...

Speeding quickly past.
Zooming, zipping fast...

Like a withered rose, I lay dying
In the cold of night...

I hurt. i cry, my heart aches with pain.
My mind is whirling, im going insane...

My one drug of choice.
My escape from this cruel world...

Making due with what i have.
Yearning for the love of a family...