I am the oldest of three and don't fit in with my family. And now the only one who really got me passed away i guess i'm just not meant to have anyone. Poems and music are my outlit for the pain that i feel. I have alot of friends that don't understand me and enjoy being random and acting on impulse cause when i have no control is when i feel safest. I like horror and sci-fi moves becaue i enjoy watching the monsters kill them and like alternative music because most lyrics speak to me. |
The cut that runs so deep in my skin.
I try my hardest not to give in...
Alone in my room. All to myself. No one to watch...
The darkness so cold. I'm alone again the clock...
Close your eyes and count to ten. Let the light...
So here i am once again on my knees begging...
Please take my pain away
For with it I wont last another day...
This blade I use to taint my skin
I'm fighting a battle I cannot win...
Pale moonlight lit the darkened room
Two bodies a bride and her groom...
So here i am once again on my knees begging...
Close your eyes and count to ten. Let the light...
Cause we all want to party when the funural ends yeah we all get together to bury our friends (from the song kill all your friends by MCR) |
Say what you want my souls to broken to care. |
I'm not fat I'm a super sized happy meal. |