I walk outside in the rain so people wont see me...
Right now I'm depressed,mostly on how guys don't...

I think about you all the time.
I'm still missing you...

He was my first love.
Yet I was young and i didn't know what love meant...

Today im sorry for being alive.
and how im sorry for even making it a big deal...

The new year is coming;
I don't know what to do...

I miss you, the way you smiled.
and the way you made me feel...