I mixed a drink,
And stole the pills...

I've barely coped up 'til now,
but I can't carry on anymore...

I LOVE YOU MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For once I can't seem to write...

This poem is like a conversation that my guilt had...
I can't believe he's gone...

Another day where he's woken up,
today he looks worse still...

No matter what I try to do,
It always, always goes wrong...

I'll take a drink from the bottle,
at lunch and in the class...

I miss your hugs and kisses,
Walking and holding hands...

Looking at you it's hard to see,
How you could be in love with me...

Rewinding time,
back to when all was fine...

I've written a letter to Santa Claus,
Hoping he'll reward my faith...

Why'd you have to leave us,
All alone in the world...