"If God only wants what's best for his children,
why won't he let me go"

"If the school are worried about my health and safety... ...why are they keeping me away from my friends."

It is not until you've attempted suicide and failed that you know why you debated it at first.

If I had committed suicide, I'd just be another statistic but now I'm still alive, I'm another survivor who made it through the war.