The other day I thought I was happy again for the first time in a while

Then I saw you
Im not happy,
Im far from happy,
Im not so depressed anymore,
Im finally getting over you

But I'll never be happy

You would think after 5 years
I would be over you

But every time I see your face
All the hurt, pain, tears and loneliness
Everything, it all just comes flooding back

My heart broke so long ago
The onli thing that can fix it
Isnt being made anymore

I Love you
Do you love me?
Of course not
No one loves me
But thats ok
Ive adapted to that
My pillow now has a waterproof cover

U left me hurting so bad
Painkillers would leave me dead

My friends never see my cry...
Yet my pillow nevers sees me smile
=(

You stopped caring
But i just cant... =(

I love you!

God is something different to every person,
to me He is my saviour!

He guides me from danger like a shepard would a sheep.

Cant yu see he's using you?
Just so he has something to do
Sumthing to warm up the night
Sumthing he can use for his delight
Why do yu like him anyway?
He only treats you like dirt,
Many times I've comforted you
Coz he has made you hurt

I just dont know what to do
You've got me hooked on you
Its just like before, all over again
All the tears and all the pain
And in the end its just me and the knife
While you carry on and live your life