In pain...
Hurting....
There is no cure
Bleeding...
Crying...
Since you walked out the door

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
You cant always see
The pain that I feel

Lifes a game and I dont understand the rules

Things change
People move on...
...
So why can't I?

Tears leak from my eyes
When I smile its just a disguise

Each night I go to bed hoping that I dont wake up,
Every morning I wake up wishing that that was the last time I open my eyes.

Whats the point of being alive if it hurts so much to live?
Whats the point of trying to love it only hurts to give?

Crappy New Year!