My heart aches,
You've got me hooked,
Baby i'm addicted,
I long for you,
You've got me good,
Better than predicted

Why do I feel like this?
I just want to cry
Whats the point of living?
We are all going to die

A smile to cover my pain
A sleeve to cover my arm
No one needs to ever know
That I still self-harm

Anger in the form of music
Pain in the form of words...

I try my best to smile
But it begins to fade
The only thing I think
Is of cutting with my blade

My head is so messed up
I don't know what to do
The only thing I ever wanted
has gone 'cause of you

Drowning in my tears
Blood runs down my wrists
I feel so confused
How did I end up like this?

I need someone to tell me
That all this pain is worth it
And I'm not going to end up
All alone, crying myself to sleep

The other day I thought I was happy again for the first time in a while

Then I saw you
Im not happy,
Im far from happy,
Im not so depressed anymore,
Im finally getting over you

But I'll never be happy

You would think after 5 years
I would be over you

But every time I see your face
All the hurt, pain, tears and loneliness
Everything, it all just comes flooding back