Me and my heart got issues
Dont know if i should hate or miss you

[not written by me - from the song 'Issues' by the Saturdays but i love this line]

You can't play on broken strings
You can't use a pencil with broken lead
You can't take back the things you did
You can't erase the things you said

{from my poem mixed emotions}

If you don't tell me what I've done
How can I put it right?
You can try and just brush me off
But I'm not giving up without a fight

I Love you
Do you love me?
Of course not
No one loves me
But thats ok
Ive adapted to that
My pillow now has a waterproof cover

U left me hurting so bad
Painkillers would leave me dead

&& ii would go through it all again,
All the paiin && all the tears
Just to hold you in my arms
One last tiime!

Sitting on my bed crying
I thought....
Why am I even bothering?

Never let go if you still want to try
Never wipe you're eyes if they still want to cry
Never settle for no answer if you want to know
Never say you are over them if you cant let go

In pain...
Hurting....
There is no cure
Bleeding...
Crying...
Since you walked out the door

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
You cant always see
The pain that I feel