Lifes a game and I dont understand the rules

Things change
People move on...
...
So why can't I?

Tears leak from my eyes
When I smile its just a disguise

Each night I go to bed hoping that I dont wake up,
Every morning I wake up wishing that that was the last time I open my eyes.

Whats the point of being alive if it hurts so much to live?
Whats the point of trying to love it only hurts to give?

Roses are red,
violets are blue.
A face like yours
belongs in the ZOO!

Don't do it behind the garden gate love is blind but the neighbours ain't!

My friends never see my cry...
Yet my pillow nevers sees me smile
=(

You stopped caring
But i just cant... =(

I love you!

God is something different to every person,
to me He is my saviour!

He guides me from danger like a shepard would a sheep.