Late at nite when the mood is full
I sit &+ cry &+ think of you...
You dont know what a PROMISE is because rite now...
You dont know what a COMMITMENT is because your...
And i think to myself
in this relationship wat have we accomplished...
Truth is i miss you i prolly shoulda kissed you,
but now you ain't talking so im thinkin wat did i...
I don't know what happiness is
I wish I really did...
Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a f**k up in life
Maybe things would be better if I wasn't alive...
I always think I'm not a good enough mother
I feel bad for my kids because they deserve better...
I awake each day feeling empty inside
It all hurts and it’s eating me alive...
Do you see them?
Because I do...