Falling out of love hurts, but it's wen i'm finally done falling that it starts to kill <|3. |
I hate tha fact that i can actually hear my heart breaking. Tha feeling is even worse .. <|3. |
I feel like a walking zombie, Im dead on tha inside but alive on tha outside ; Im one big empty person .. |
It takes time to for things to get better. It takes dedication for a relationship to work. And it takes love and Passion to have it all survive. |
My heart feels like its just sitting there in my chest, not beating, just cold and broken waiting to beat again .. |
It's the absence of your presence that leaves mi bitter and numb, cold and crying, slowly dying a lil more inside each day.. |
Amazing how i can look myself in tha mirror and watch tha tears fall and literally see myself just disintegrating into nothing. Eventually my heart will decay and i will slowly break apart .. |
I keep thinking this is all just a horrible nightmare and i'll wake up from it .. Then i realize this is real, the pain is real, your really gone, we're really over < / 3. |
Tha best way to let something go is to simply say nothing and let tha tears dry on their own. |
I want so badly to tell you im in love with you. The problem with that is once i do you have full control over my heart and you could possibly destroy mi :/. |