And i wonder if you know that id always still let you come back into my life and give you a million more chances because in my eyes your perfect no matter wat anyone else says or how many times you do hurt me.

Him: Im so sorry for hurting you babe.

Me: I forgive you.

But in the back of my mind i think to myself how many more times will he say that to me...

Actual convo.

The BEST and WORST thing happened to me and they were both YOU.

And it kills me how quickly you just forget like i dont matter.Like i never exsisted.

&+ im learninq how to live without you or at least im tryinq too..

I wasz your faithful lover &+ yet you couldnt even love mi tha rite way..

Please dont mind me ill just still be lovein you while your lovein someone else.But so i dont qet in your way ill do it silently..

&+ id love to just sit around and cry over you some more but i realized your not worth it &+ you never was :].

&+ with every love comes hate;You broke my heart and yet i still love you and i hate it..

&+ from her disabled brain
to her crimson,bleedinq eyes
to her non-beatinq,shattered heart
she finds a way to make it through life..