As I lie here in bed
wondering about my life...

Sulking in happiness
trying to reacha norm...

Looking mysteriously into her eyes
looking into her soul...

Sulking in my own jealousy
looking for the right moment...

Seeing one person up front
seeing another person all alone...

Wondering, waiting, persisting
while I sit in my room full of anguish...

Talking to you about the things that matter the...
listening contently to your beautiful voice that I...

First I forgot the color of your eyes
then I forgot the color of your hair...

Everything that I do is not good enough
everything I accomplish doesn't matter...

Filling up from the inside out
feeling everything getting smaller...

Anger with tolerance
tolerance with jealousy...

Words of wisdom
words of hate...