As I write
I write to you...

Filling up from the inside out
feeling everything getting smaller...

Looking at what has happend
wondering where I would be without you...

Sulking in my own jealousy
looking for the right moment...

Laying, looking in the deep vast darkness of the...
trying to see a light at the end of my life...

First I forgot the color of your eyes
then I forgot the color of your hair...

How many times can I say yes?
how many times WILL I say yes...

Everything that I do is not good enough
everything I accomplish doesn't matter...

Talking to you about the things that matter the...
listening contently to your beautiful voice that I...

So soft, so smooth
it pricks into my back...

The pain that lingers
the feelings deep inside...

Looking mysteriously into her eyes
looking into her soul...