Whats it like to be dead to me?
walk past and i see right through you...

Please give my some feed back if you like this...
The doctor says that Iam fine...

I never wanted this life
didn't want to hate myself so much...

I hate not having your undivided attention...
Like when I was that girl you fell inlove with...

This feeling of being replaced
Is something that I can't take...

Im sick of the way you always think everythings my...
And that all the decisions I make, Ends with awful...

I dont understand why you still bother to talk to...
Because we've tried this before, & it ended...

Dear the woman i call mum, just a few words in...
my stories of the thousands of days living in this...

Pretend that you don't feel
what it is that I'm feeling...

I hate how he thinks Im so materialistic,
That when he won't spend any time with me...

I can be kinda physco,
And I know that I get mad...

Breathing, this all hurts.Scratching the edges of...
Save me, From me. Dont let me die, Im not ready...