Im here to tell you, you're the worst mistake of...
Every word you said stung like the blade of a...

I want to ring him up and tell him the truth,
Ive been holding back because I know it's no use...

You'll never know how hollow i felt
The day you left me on my own...

You know when you've been hurt so much
and you're sick to the stomach...

The difference between me and you?
Dont be so dumb, nothings changed...

Yes I want to reach out and talk to him.
But I know I cant...

Im always snapping, Im sick of breaking
Every lifeless object that surrounds me...

She makes me feel like a burden.
So worthless, Mental state worstens...

So this is what rock bottom feels like.
Sitting calmly on a hotel bed...

People find it weird that I don't have a...
Well Ive finally figured out why...

Have you ever considered I enjoy being hurt?
That I love him more from the pain he caused...

You brought out the worst of me,
Yet I still couldnt stand to leave you...