If you honestly knew how I felt, Youd forgive me.
I dont mean to hurt you or push you away.
Im sorry for my lack of affection towards you.
I wish I was her... So you wouldnt hate "Me".

I dont want to tell you everything about the way I really feel and how Iam.

But I dont want to fool you into thinking Im a decent, normal, happy person.

I learnt today this was all just a game to you.

& You were never playing fair.

It hurt to see you hurting.
It hurt even more to realise that I was the one hurting you.

Saying too little is as bad as saying too much.

</3 ily.

I gave up everyone to be with you.
In the end it wasn't worth it,
But in the begging, it was perfect.

I wish I felt as beautiful as they said I am.

Im never going to get back this time,
Wasted. COuldve spent it with you,
But I spent it lying.

Do you reckon if he knew how happy he made me, he'd come back?

Something Ive learnt in the past few years is that there's NO SUCH THING as a GOOD GUY.

.... Or maybe Im just a crazy physco b! tch who brings out the worst in people.