Maybe you should forget about me.
The way that Im trying to forget about you.
Im sure it will be easier for you, than it is for me.
You have a life to get back to, I just have a dark hole.

Went a tad crazy with the kitchen steak knives tonight.

Oops.

I understand that when people look at me they dont see a bundle of joy, But they dont see a girl who has lost it all and has ruler length gashes up here arm either.

I wish I had someone to go through this with.
Instead of everyone just watching me fall.

Hes not a lover, hes my bestfriend.
He means more to me that a thousand lovers would.

I want to say "I chose you... You are the boy that will make me happy, that will stop me from killing myself.." But its just not thay easy, is it.

Im Not Afraid to Stand Out, Im Just Afraid I Wont Fit In.

Just A Beautiful Girl With A Horrible Mind.

Hyped On Medication, So Much For Relaxation.
Listening To All The Sounds, Trying To Drown Them Out.
No ones listening, Because no one cares, No ones listening, Is anyone there?

I dont WANT to die...

I just dont CARE if I do...