If I Could Be One Thing;
It Would Be, To Be NOTHING Like YOU.

Someone tell me HOW to be not selfish?

Im Sorry About Needing You,
But Some Decisions We Dont Make.
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We get the same twelve months to fcuk things up,
Year after year.

Struggling through every day of my life,
Why do I continue, When I could end this pain so easily?

No,YouNeverCaredEnough ToMakeMeStay,
ThisTrustWeHad WasNothingBut aMemoryWashedAway.

AndHeresTheEndToEveryShow,
TheFinalVanishingAct,
iLeftTheGoodLifeBehind,
TheVeryMomentYouTurnedYourBack.

&&
TheyKeepPretendingTheyKnewMe,
Who iWasAndWhat iStoodFor,
iGuessTheyreHoldingOnto AnyMemory
OfTheGoodPerson iWasBefore.

YouLeftMeBroken,All Alone,
LeavingMe, InThisHatefull Home.
ExpectingMeToLove &MoveOn,
WellBabyiCant,YourWereMySunshine, &NowYoureGone.

Its like im being monitored
Youre watching my every move,
Pointing, laughing, putting me down,
For every person in my life I lose.