When I talk about him you think that I want him back;
yet all I want is to tear the memory of him to pieces with my words, hoping they'll manipulate my feelings into believing I hate him.

" and when it rains will you always find an escape? just running away from all of the ones who love you, from everything...."

paramore - when it rains

If something was insignificant then pain will heal the wound,
However if you depended on someone, time will only deepen the wound and you'll forever be left with a scar.

Ratings are EXTREMELY appreciated right now.
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I just dont see the world in anyone's eyes but yours.

Everything changes now. maybe i should be greatful, to you, for giving me the reason to move on.

I dont know whether I should be myself,
Or pretend to be someone else until I explode.

Its hard to be yourself when you're paranoid about the opinions of the strangers on the bus.

Ratings if you've ever felt the same.

A dark mess trying to ruin your mind.
Trying to escape but there's no exit to find.

Dragging you under until you can't breathe,
Wanting to forget the monster and remember ME.

You know how your heart hurts after you watch a sad movie, or watch some body leave?
Well thats how I feel every day of my life.

Hate is for those Who have never been Taught to Love.