Oh sweety, dont be so naive;
you know i wont ever been happy for you & her.

Im waiting for the day when I wake up and don't hate myself.

She says swallow it and move on. Yet another repressed memory.
This can't be good for me.

Now you said you loved me, but Im just wondering,
That maybe you'd be better off with out me?
Has that thought ever crossed your mind,
Or are your intentions as pure as they seem?

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This confrontation
Sees us parting ways
We built a structure out of lies and set it sail
And wonder why it sank

- In Fiction lyrics

Its so sad... im so selfish...
because id rather you be .miserable. with me
than for you to be .happy. with someone else...

im sorry. </3

If they cared, They would've helped.

Not everyone can force a smile when they're crying on the inside.

As a matter of fact;
Yes.
It does actually hurt to smile.

</3

Im sick of looking like a fkn zombie.
Walking round with a dumb blank expression on my face,
But on the inside my mind is racing, My thoughts won't stop from killing me from the inside out!