She is the girl
With the bright smile...
How cruel is a heartless promise,
now that you don't feel for me...
I hold my sharp little friend
And take it to my skin...
I've watched the world falling away,
The fluorescent colors fading to gray...
They say I'm okay
they say i know how to be fine...
What he doesn't know
Is that I love him in my heart...
I cant stand to look at you
No one can ever be true...
I look in to your eyes
And all my faith dies...
I'm on the boarderline of death
The line of suicide...
Outside you see me smiling,
And floating through each day...
Will she ever feel okay
Or is she destined to forever gray...
There is no end or beginning
To this life that I'm living...
As shadows fade I fall asleep
the lonely hours are mine to reap...
Distant voices
taunt my name...
Falling on the ground so cold,
These childish feelings are growing old...
No one to hold me
no one to care...
I'm afraid
I'm afraid that you won't accept me...
An old poem i wrote a year or so ago, i just found...
Opinions...
You built these walls around you
To try to encage yourself...
His eyes where of darkness
Reflected from his soul...