I remember when you first hugged me,
It was tight, protective, and warm...
I won't pursue you anymore,
I won't even come near...
I'll take this pill and forget the pain,
Hot searing scars of the hypocrisy today...
The dreams and hauntings,
They never let me live...
I turn inside out to know what's wrong,
I know my heart's been bleeding for you too long...
You say I am an angel,
So where are my wings...
Look, I didn't mean what I said,
I'm stupid and deserve to be dead...
I'm the one to pour your blame on,
I'm too weak to fight it anymore...
Do you care anymore about me?
Are you okay when I hurt...
You told me to write from my heart, so here's what...
Is it still worth it...
I know things are hard and things are tough,
Things aren't working out...
Don't you see how you're killing me?
You want someone else but still love me...