Once upon a time
a boy staggers this earth...

With my last breath I shall fall
With this blade I shall leave my mark...

If I said I loved you
What would you say...

Now and again I have try
To not be alone...

I'll sit here all alone
Locked up in my room...

I can't hold on to myself
I am maddening...

This midnight sky is closing in
My mind so clouded where can I begin...

Feeling my uselessness as a curse
I had nothing left to gain...

Existence is a prison,
In which you can't get out...

To be denied of love's touch,
To be crush by love's voice...

This thing staring at me
Of dispair and hopelessness...

My happiness bitter,
My anger so strong...