You don't know what is like to not love ur self,
To be put down cast away and not even have a...
It's time I get rid of something of my chest,
Cause my conscience need a rest...
I won't consider myself straight or Gay,
But yet very sexual...
I wish I had my life back,
It's something precious to me I lack...
For all the years we been in love,
I never once though of you...
There is no excuse for sexuality abuse,
Cause the way I live is my liking to choose...
Bags pack and I am heading out the door,
Cause I wouldn't endure or tolerate it any more...
Yet so soft as a cotton,
fragile as glass...
Time for me to write my own HISstory,
Filling every page and chapter about me...
Here i hide behind these closet doors,
To not show myself forever more...
This one of those hardest things i ever have to...
Cause my mom and I are close to each other like...
May god take me away,
I no longer want to see the light of day...