I hate Christmas and the holiday season, honestly...

Locked up by your silence
Why? what did I do...

You say you know what love means
All that tells me is that you've been fooled...

Dear friend,
Who you are is no secret...

When I read the words from our past
I wish it was still my reality...

Let it out my heart tells me
Speak to anyone...

Help
I swear I hear it...

Ring, it screams in my ear
Ring, it calls again...

To tell you would be difficult
But keeping it all in is a slow suicide...

Almost a year has past since we last spoke
one year since we laughed or cried together...

Disgusting so pathetic
With one inch left...

This is where it all started this is what I lost...