Dear friend,
Who you are is no secret...

Disgusting so pathetic
With one inch left...

My face will blur with time
But those quick breaths...

I feel like I've spent a life time building
Building and rebuilding my world around you...

Ive had my shot and I blew it
Now its her turn...

Its time for me to close this chapter
And time to open a new one...

The day she became yours
Was the day I realized...

Ring, it screams in my ear
Ring, it calls again...

What would you do if I told you
Said I had planned it all out...

This disease living inside of me
Continues to grow with no cure...

Sitting in the remains
Of my shattered romantic illusions...

I feel as thought I am living
A life I wish not to live...