As the lids of your eyes begin to close
and your inner thoughts take over...

Ring, it screams in my ear
Ring, it calls again...

Feeling as free as a bird in the wind
Nothing able to stop me...

Ive had my shot and I blew it
Now its her turn...

Locked up by your silence
Why? what did I do...

I haven't been happy in a long while
But in all honesty I don't know how to change it...

When I read the words from our past
I wish it was still my reality...

Dear friend,
Who you are is no secret...

To tell you would be difficult
But keeping it all in is a slow suicide...

The day she became yours
Was the day I realized...

I feel as thought I am living
A life I wish not to live...

This disease living inside of me
Continues to grow with no cure...