My Pride Is All I Have Left

I lock away the Pain
Put away the Fears
Show you only smiles
Not the hidden Tears

I didn't want to admit it
it was easier to Lie
to hide the hurt and emptyness
to smile instead of cry.

I've learnt that you can go on, long after you think you can't.

I'll paint you a picture.
a picture with a twist.
The pencil will be the razor.
and the paper is my wrist.

And if i paint correctly
A red fountain appears.
To wipe away my thoughts.
And wash away my fears.

Not all scars show.
Not all Wounds heal.
Sometimes You Can't see
the hurt, people Feel.

Giving up doesnt always mean your weak.
Sometime it just means that your strong enough to Let go..

-Not mine.

I don't Love You Like I did Yesterday.
I love you even more.

One of the Hardest Parts in life.
is when to give up.
And when to try harder.

She's my other Half.
My Partner in Crime.
A side-kick to dirty deeds.
Were're togther All the time.
Where ever she is im not far behind.
And if shes in danger
my life too is on the line.