I put the gun to my head
but I'm afraid to pull the trigger...

I sit alone in my dark house
missing my best friend...

No one knew my true feelings for you
Not my friends, my family, not even you...

Life is like a rollercoaster and I want to get...
I'm tired of the constant downhill slopes...

I put the blade to my skin and slice it deep
As the blood pours out like all the tears I've...

You were supposed to be my friend
My "pseudo sister", my other half...

I visited you today for the first time since your...
Your grave was still covered in all your flowers...

I tell everyone I'm okay but they don't know I'm...
I have to take meds so I don't feel like dying...

I'm so mad at you for dying
I'm so mad at you for not saying goodbye...

As the days go by I feel myself getting weaker,
losing my will to go on, losing my will to live...

He thinks we're just friends
but if he knew the truth it would kill him...