I want sadness I want pain
I want to tear myself up with no real gain

.. So in the end it's pretty much true, I'm head over heel's in love with you.

My biggest fantasy..
would have to be,
lying in your bed, with you torturing me,
show me pain and show me life
take this grief, and take this knife..

Society screaming who,
family always rejecting you,
daddys baby girl is falling apart,
oh god where do I start?

It's like it's never enough
like I'm falling apart,
you just keep pulling the strings
of my heart..