She laughs to much
so you cant see the tears...

I promised you no
but because the pain...

She went down on one knee
prayed to god to set her free...

She waited by the phone all day but no call
she waited by the computer...

On the outside is a girl who is always dandy
on the inside is a girl who keeps the razor handy...

I sit alone and wonder why
you looked at me dead in the eye...

She sits on her bed looking at the rain
writes her poems to take away the pain...

She looked in the mirror
didn't want to embrace...

The days go by and every things the same
they say so much stuff...

The days get harder each breath
and i feel the only way out is death...

You think shes happy then look inside
if you really knew her you'd know she always cried...

I said i was sorry but you didn't even care
so you pushed me into the wall like it wasn't even...