Ima miss you so much that i cant let anyone know cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore and i don't want them to no I'm dying inside

You were the first person that ever gave me butterflies
so how in the world am i supposed to forget you

I'm scared cause i finally got what i always wanted and that never happens so i should be happy right?

There i finally got my answer
you love me too
so why am i so scared now

Just as i thought to get over you
something told me not to
and for some reason i listen to it
what a mistake.

I really do love you for reasons i no longer know

Its hard isn't it?
to pretend that we don't love each other
when in reality we cant wait to spend the rest of our life together.

I don't care about the buts and ifs
i know your my soul mate
and nothing is ever going to change my mind
so we just have to be patient

I know it sounds cheesy but you are the one that i want to spend the rest of my life with

Maybe i need to help anybody but myself
cause i wont let myself be happy
i wont be selfish again
but this pain is going to end
whether I'm happy or not