Trying to stop my emotions from setting in.
But so close to caving in...
I am locked inside a cell of darkness
around me is my pain and sadness...
Darkness surrounds and covers
Totally, completely...
When can I stop?
Fighting hard...
There was hole that bore into my soul,
Which I never thought would mend...
...
Our hearts beating as one...
That one instance when you walked away,
I realized it was for good...
My scars are not like others.
They are not self-inflected...
I can feel the world crashing around me
Flying by so fast...
Falling with no control.
notes floating past...
I cant seem to understand
You stand there and say the same...
This smile sewn on my face
So I can be happy today...