It was just the other day..
I was whole and not broken in such a way...

Sitting here drowning in all my own pain
While at the same time I swear Im sain...

There's this numb feeling that I can't get rid...
I can't figure out if it's tied to hate or love...

Everything I wanna say to you..Means nothing now..
The reaction I got ...and when you said I hope...

Your a dream, one I wish to never wake from
My heart beats for you like a drum...

I'd hate to be the one who tells you nothings...
But I'd hate for you to love me when I'll never...

On cold days I miss being held in your arms
On warm ones I miss your smile...

Your kiss I miss it
Your smile I can't forget it...

I read notes from him constantly scanning them...
Trying to read between the lines even when theres...

Your eyes are so kind, you never let me down
I always smile I forgot long ago how to frown...

Love only goes so far, once trust it broken it can...
Once your dreams are destroyed, life can't be...

I can almost feel your lips pressing against mine
I can still feel your touch although it fades with...