My mind is pierced
By memories...
My life falls in and out of
chapters...
The source that used to fuel my laughter
Has withered away into the dust...
More broken than anyone can see
Looking out from blank eyes, you'll find me...
I try so hard to please you,
But everything I do...
I am watching as your face fades into time.
I am wishing I had pictures of the smile...
My female wiles were worthless.
The good they've done me nil...
The porch lies in shadows
while headlights flicker...
After cutting my feelings that grew,
I regret After realizing that after all...