Don't look inside of me,
you won't like what you'll see...
Do you see how much I love you?
Do you see how sorry I am I've hurt you...
I can feel the weight of your expectations on my...
And with each strained step I realize how much...
I'm sorry sis I know you're waiting up there for...
But I don't think I can make it...
Your words cut through me like knives, only these...
I can feel my insides bleeding, as you sit there...
I carved a T into my hip
A bleeding letter upon my skin...
Oh, you're so naive
are you really still trying to resist me...
See me smile and nod like nothing is wrong
Hear me quietly tell him to hush...
Such a sad poor moment everyone is crying
Yet I hear me laughing...
Analyze my every move
to find what I did wrong this time...
Oh sweet suicide
Come take me away...
One pill two pills
How lovely they burn...