Do you know what it's like to be afraid of your...
Do you know what it's like to be afraid of your...

The voices in my head
i cant stop them...

I go to church & feel so guilty, I don't...
The soo many friends I grew up w/ now say I'm a...

It takes the pain--------replaces it with guilt
It helps you escape---until you realize youre...

Baby i saw you today, i saw you're wrist's they...
my love i said hello to you today,but you just...

She's always been here,
but I've always tried to suffocate and hide her...

I surrender to you my dear blade,as long as you...

I look in the mirror and see a monster staring...
My bones are brittle, my lips are cracking...

My dear sweet razor, just waiting to cloth me in...
My dear sweet razor now laced with my blood...

I don't talk because i have nothing good to say.
i remain misunerstood,because no one understands...

Growing up in an abusive-yet religious home
Mommy says Jesus luves me, wonder why SHE doesn't...

Staring at this Blade wishing it were sliding
Staring at my arms wishing they were bleeding...